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Sunday, April 27, 2008

Yesterday , Priscilla and I went to Kr's grandmother funeral . I am not really sure what to do also . This is my third time going to funeral . I always said the wrong things . LOL.
Before that , i went to clubhouse to practise songs for the monthly performance.
I have to get my homework done ! I am going to clubhouse to practise another song later . I hope that i will sing the song well .

I AM GRUMPY.
4/27/2008 03:40:00 AM

Saturday, April 26, 2008

Seriously ,

I am damn shocked and angry !!!!!!!!!!! WTF IS WITH YOU ?
It felt that i have misplaced my trust seriously . Fuck off and don't let me see you again !!!
If not i will have the urge to make me kill you .

I AM GRUMPY.
4/26/2008 02:57:00 AM

Thursday, April 24, 2008

Yesterday was the orientation for SCC freshies . Xue Ting and I performed "Yu". I made small tiny mistake , lucky no one spotted it . The juniors i am familiar with said it was nice . Some even said they felt like crying . LOL ! Some said i sang well ....... Thanks anyway ...... ^.^

Then we had our bonding activities at the rooftop's room . It was a case whereby one senior had to join a group and conduct activities .Supposedly , that group wanted Xue Ting to go . In the end , Xue Ting was too afraid to go , and they made me go to the all BOYS group instead .I was the only girl in the group , i tried to ask for help from others , but it seemed like they were occupied with other groups .

Worse ! They even wanted to play murderer ! Something that i am not good at . Conducting games ! In the end , the game made me super confused , the boys were confused too . We screwed up the game ! LOL ..... In the end , we played the game our own way .

Then also , the boys were like laughing and shouting away . Then Mei Har told me my group was making too much noise . I tried to lower the noise in my group . They were simply uncontrollable ! Laughing at anything . They were laughing at anything i said , anything they said , anything they did..... I am super pek chek , but i tried to be friendly ........ I controlled .

It was only after this first game segment , then i went out of the room and tried to calm myself down . I nearly cried , but i didn't. The feeling was simply too overwhelming . I am afraid of being alone in a large group of unknown boys who are the freshies . When they don't listen to me , it felt even worse . Then when the game screwed up , i felt like dying . This feeling simply sucks !

I AM GRUMPY.
4/24/2008 12:49:00 AM

Tuesday, April 22, 2008

HAIZZZZZZZZ..............
Why like that ????? More and more misunderstandings coming out . Everytime she nudge me and told me about some people and things , i know something is going to be damn wrong . In the end , i think is coincidence . It is conincidence really and i can't say anything because i , myself also don't know what is happening around me . Ya , it simply bothers me if such things happen ....... I am so worried for like a few minutes ......... It must be explained , clarify .......... Before things starts to go messy .

I AM GRUMPY.
4/22/2008 10:36:00 PM

Sunday, April 20, 2008

Hola ! It's been 3 days from my previous post .
Nothing much happened really . Yesterday went to clubhouse to accompany my very lovable Priscilla ( pukes) and Janna for their SCC interview. Then we went to eat dinner with SCC-ians or should i say lunch ???

Xueting told me the day before i was supposed to sing Yu for next week showcase . Now i have to find a partner to sing with me . Hui Hui cannot confirm with me until Monday . Xue Ting also .
Sian .... How ??? Yesterday i practise Yu with Xue Ting . Not much of a difference . LOL .....

Yeah ! I written the lyrics , now i have to let Shin Ru edit my song lyrics . Shin Ru's chinese is damn pro ! LOL

We had to go dinner again with Xueting , Shin Ru , Benedict , Fun and Tze Chow . We discussed about some random topics . LOL .......

Yup that's all for yesterday ^.^

I AM GRUMPY.
4/20/2008 11:13:00 AM

Thursday, April 17, 2008

Yesterday , i helped out at SCC audition . My job is to entertain the freshies , lol! Funny SCC people asked me to entertain them ....=.= I had made a few friends then i saw benjamin Goi waiting at our auditions ! I did not expected that , he don't seem like the sort who likes to play or sing to the music . Then also there was this freshie , a guy , he could play BU NENG SHUO DE MI MI classical piece ! Damn cool ! Grade 8 lor , don play play ........

I AM GRUMPY.
4/17/2008 02:11:00 AM

Wednesday, April 16, 2008

Haha ! This is so weird , i am blogging at such a late time .

Today was performance for CCA fiesta , i screwed it once again ! LOL ! I forgave myself due to my bad throat condition , i know i can do it better ! I will do it better too ! ^.^

I can actually predict what i will get for IEF . Ever since when i walked in into the lecture hall LT 24, i do not know a single shit what the teacher is talking about . Then she kept calling out students' names to answer her shitty questions . Honestly , i am so afraid that she would call out my name , because i normally do not have much common sense .

Her questions were , " What is BRIC (i think )countries? Which are the 10 countries in ASEAN?
What agreement did they sign? What causes the food crisis ? What is washington Consensus? What is the role play by IMF? Trade liberation .... " and so on ! What the hell , how to answer ? She was still being so sarcastic , what is her role ? A lecturer! She is supposed to teach and not supposed to scare us during our first lecture ! I know what she wants , she just want us to read papers and be as updated as her . WTH LA ! WHO THE HELL KNOW THE THEORY OF WASHINGTON CONSENSUS lol !

The funny thing was , most BS student was scolding her .......hehehehe........ I still feel a tinsy weensy bit of regret choosing IEF ......... That's like a bit too late .

I AM GRUMPY.
4/16/2008 01:55:00 AM

Monday, April 14, 2008

♥ 14 April 2008

Today is my first day of school , first day of year 2 (omg ! Im older!)..... I do not feel as excited as before (lol!) , i am excited to see my friends ^.^ .

This semester is going to be harder than before ! I am taking IEF , module with a mixture of microeconomics and macroeconomics which means we are almost studying global economy i think ......... I got to start the habit of reading newspapers and read more notes about this module , before i fail this module badly !
Then this semester i got business communication which involve English language , my ang moh standard is so low ! I sure get a C for this module !

There is this module call social psychology , which is to observe and understand human behavior which means i have to do experiments with different kind of people , which means we have to do stupid things - behavior out of the norm .......... I think this is going to be fun but i am not sure how will i do for this module , let's estimate , is a C !

Another module which is marketing ......... You have to advertise your product right ? Then you have to think of stratgies to work and compete against your competitiors , that is where marketing comes in to like make your product known then you have to beat your competitor using some advantageous qualities in your product ........ Let's estimate is a D !

THEN ! HALF A SEMESTER LATER ! Social psyhology is over , i have got my green vision , which studies pollution and stuff how to prevent it , what occurs that result in pollution , somemore we have outings eh!!!! Go out and observe surroundings ! ( I think more like go out pick rubbish !) LOL ! Sure got some campaigns want us to do one lor ! Like draw a GREEN Frog or something to represent reduce , reuse , recycle and stuff ........ Pick rubbish arh??? HMMM , LET'S ESTIMATE is a C++ hahaha.....


Lastly AAA , i dont know what it means , i only know it is got to do with accounting ..... Accounting wise , i think i am quite ok with it .... Let's estimate is a B .......

Then overall , my GPA for this sem sure less than 3 wad ! I DONT WANT ! IVE GOT TO WORK HARD ! GAMBATTE ! LOL ........

I AM GRUMPY.
4/14/2008 02:03:00 AM

Friday, April 11, 2008



Mandy Moore - Only Hope

There's a song that inside of my soul.
It's the one that I've tried to write over and over again.
I'm awake in
the infinite cold, but you sing to me over and over and over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
Sing to me the song of the stars.
Of your galaxy dancing and laughing and laughing again.
When it feels like my dreams are
so far, sing to me of the plans that you have for me over again.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.
I give you my destiny.
I'm giving you all of me.
I want your symphony.
Singing in all that I am.
At the top of my lungs,
I'm giving it back.
So I lay my head back down,
and I lift my hands and pray to be only yours
I pray to be only yours.
I know now you're my
only hope.

I AM GRUMPY.
4/11/2008 09:59:00 PM


Kewei's version of Love Song also nice ^.^



Actual one

I AM GRUMPY.
4/11/2008 09:26:00 PM

I am bored at home , so i went to look for videos about ghosts and paranormal stuff,
guess what i haave found ......



This is like a disgrace , how dumb can they get man ? It is super obvious that he hid behind a chair ........




LOL! I scolded wtf and laughed !

I AM GRUMPY.
4/11/2008 05:37:00 PM

koko!
I went to Cash Studio again! LOL! Yes , second time for the week ..... Cash studio is super addictive haha........
I went with Wanting , Fun and Ivy . I sang a lot of Chen Qi Zhen's song again !!! I am so happy ! I sang badly for 杀破狼. I nearly po yin LOL , then somemore use jia yin to sing chorus .......Bad !

I AM GRUMPY.
4/11/2008 05:24:00 PM


Liu Yi Fei is super pretty ^.^


The only China guy whom i think is handsome ........ Hu Ge........

I AM GRUMPY.
4/11/2008 04:57:00 PM

Thursday, April 10, 2008



Winter lyrics

Snow can wait
I forgot my mittens
Wipe my nose
Get my new boots on
I get a little warm in my heart
When I think of winter
I put my hand in my father's glove
I run off
Where the drifts get deeper
Sleeping beauty trips me with a frown
I hear a voice
"Your must learn to stand up for yourself
Cause I can't always be around"
He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Boys get discovered as winter melts
Flowers competing for the sun
Years go by and I'm here still waiting Withering where some snowman was
Mirror mirror where's the crystal palace
But I only can see the myself
Skating around the truth who I am
But I know dad the ice is getting thin

When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses are still in bed
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change my dear

Hair is grey
And the fires are burning
So many dreams
On the shelf
You say I wanted you to be proud of me
I always wanted that myself

He says
When you gonna make up your mind
When you gonna love you as much as I do
When you gonna make up your mind
Cause things are gonna change so fast
All the white horses have gone ahead
I tell you that I'll always want you near
You say that things change
My dear

Then also , i went to listen The Cranberries song , Zombie ......
Damn funny , when i listened the first time , i thought what they singing .......
I thought the song lyrics for one part is
" za beh za beh za beh " What the hell is that ?LOL
I think she was singing Zombie ! haha ! Wah lao , sing properly la , i thought what za beh ?! haha




Zombie lyrics
Another head hangs lowly,
Child is slowly taken.
And the violence caused such silence,
Who are we mistaken?

But you see, it's not me, it's not my family.
In your head, in your head they are fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are crying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, dou, dou, dou, dou, dou...

Another mother's breakin',
Heart is taking over.
When the vi'lence causes silence,
We must be mistaken.

It's the same old theme since nineteen-sixteen.
In your head, in your head they're still fighting,
With their tanks and their bombs,
And their bombs and their guns.
In your head, in your head, they are dying...

In your head, in your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie,
Hey, hey, hey. What's in your head,
In your head,
Zombie, zombie, zombie?
Hey, hey, hey, hey, oh, oh, oh,
Oh, oh, oh, oh, hey, oh, ya, ya-a...

I AM GRUMPY.
4/10/2008 02:07:00 AM

Tuesday, April 8, 2008

I am super tired ! At this present stage , i am a walking zombie ...........
I was in school for baoc rehearsal since 10 am ? Then i went home about 8++ pm , i skipped dinner . I really must sleep . I am so tired , that i don't understand what the others are talking to me . I just nod head and shake head , stare into the space.........
Even when Chien Wen was teaching me how to play the drums for her song , my reaction to her guidelines were ,

CW: U must come in the middle of the interval ...
Me: Nod head
CW: 1 ,2 ,3 ...
Me: Huh ? Over liao arh !

Die ! I really need my sleep badly ..........

I AM GRUMPY.
4/08/2008 09:16:00 PM

Monday, April 7, 2008

Yeah ! Today i went to sing at cash studio with Phui Shan and Peiyi ......... i sang a lot of Chen Qi Zhen's song , so i felt great !Very Shuang !
Then went to eat KFC with them , then we discussed how our boyfriends will suffer if they are with us ! LOL Phui Shan and i will make our boyfriend suffer by being Da Nu Ren Zhu Yi ...While Peiyi will suffer if she is such a Xiao Nu Ren behind a Nan Ren !!!!!!! Hahaha........
Then i saw HUGE EYE BAGS AND BLACK CIRCLES under my eyes !( Random !) I want to hibernate liao .................. Tomorrow have to go for rehearsal in school at 10 30 am , i have to go now !
Blogging soon .........

I AM GRUMPY.
4/07/2008 10:31:00 PM

Sunday, April 6, 2008

♥ music ........


This piece sound so korean drama ...........haha
Make me sad only......


This piece gives people hope ....


No feeling......

I AM GRUMPY.
4/06/2008 07:15:00 PM

♥ Pure imagination

For the two weeks , my luck was down and i have cried twice within a month , finally there was something that make me feel happy and GAY ! HAha .....
I got a proper casio keyboard from my auntie !!!!!!!! yeah yeah yeah ! Finally something i can practise at home .... i dont expect a drum set and bass at home because it just look odd ....... Hmmm actually bass is still acceptable but having drum set at home is crazy! My house got no space to place the drum set ..... But if given choice and space ...... I want to have a proper piano , one keyboard , complete drum set , one bass , one electric guitar , one accoustic guitar , one flute , one harp ! LOL ....... Still got .........
I want to have one Cheryl Chia put at the piano there , one hui hui to write love song , one shin ru to write chim chim chinese vocab ... One Xue Ting at the drum set there , one Avier to write emotional song , one Chien Wen at keyboard ..... hahaha! Then i will be the only one who go and take the mike and sing !!! Oh ya ! Still got one Mels , one Nad , one priscilla , Twins , Pei Yi , Phui Shan , Wanting , Sarah , Amanda to be my band's fans !!!!!WAHAHAHAHA ........ I think too much liao .....

I AM GRUMPY.
4/06/2008 06:41:00 PM

Saturday, April 5, 2008

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I AM GRUMPY.
4/05/2008 10:04:00 PM

I also don't understand why i cry that easily . It is like i can't control my tears .... It just flows whenever wherever whatever they like ........ I can't control , i just can't ..........
In the end due to my own frustration of not being able to play off beat bass drum , i cried .......
Come to think of it ....... This is quite reasonable , i played the drum for 5 hours ( non -stop ) and i still can't play off beat out ......... Tsk !!!!! WHy ?!!!!!!!!!!
The best thing is , i can play off -beat bass drum better after i cried . If i knew that crying helps , i should have cry sooner LOL!
I must thank the people at the clubhouse for encouraging me haha ! Especially Shin Ru and Winston LOL!
To Winston :
Thanks arh ! Your words make me cry even more ! Haha...........

To Shin Ru :
Thanks for being with me ( Sound so lesbo haha)

To people in clubhouse at that time :

Thank you ^.^

Crying helps really ! ( Especially for me ) Don't be scared or afraid if i cry ...... I am just trying to destress if im trying to get some task accomplished .
Haizzzzzzzzz , Still very malu lor ! Cry in front of so many people ..... Lucky not cry in front of whole scc !

I AM GRUMPY.
4/05/2008 12:39:00 AM

Thursday, April 3, 2008






Grandma meh!

I AM GRUMPY.
4/03/2008 01:42:00 PM

Tuesday, April 1, 2008

Happy April Fool's day !!!!!!!!!!
After i quit work , i am super bored at home......... No show no drama , nothing !!!!!!!
Even today is April Fool's i got nobody to trick ....... I damn sian .......
Now i even started to read books , that shows how bored i am ......



Scary .......




LOL! S.H.E very noisy haha



HAHA! Hebe fell down .....


They all fight over Pinky ....LOL



Hebe damn funny .....



Wah lao... make me emo

I just love Hebe ^.^

I AM GRUMPY.
4/01/2008 02:21:00 PM

YEAH!!!
I changed my blogskin ..........
This is the cutest blogskin i ever used ........
I had turned all my good friends into many meh meh sheeps haha

I AM GRUMPY.
4/01/2008 12:16:00 AM


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