Thursday, April 24, 2008
Yesterday was the orientation for SCC freshies . Xue Ting and I performed "Yu". I made small tiny mistake , lucky no one spotted it . The juniors i am familiar with said it was nice . Some even said they felt like crying . LOL ! Some said i sang well ....... Thanks anyway ...... ^.^
Then we had our bonding activities at the rooftop's room . It was a case whereby one senior had to join a group and conduct activities .Supposedly , that group wanted Xue Ting to go . In the end , Xue Ting was too afraid to go , and they made me go to the all BOYS group instead .I was the only girl in the group , i tried to ask for help from others , but it seemed like they were occupied with other groups .
Worse ! They even wanted to play murderer ! Something that i am not good at . Conducting games ! In the end , the game made me super confused , the boys were confused too . We screwed up the game ! LOL ..... In the end , we played the game our own way .
Then also , the boys were like laughing and shouting away . Then Mei Har told me my group was making too much noise . I tried to lower the noise in my group . They were simply uncontrollable ! Laughing at anything . They were laughing at anything i said , anything they said , anything they did..... I am super pek chek , but i tried to be friendly ........ I controlled .
It was only after this first game segment , then i went out of the room and tried to calm myself down . I nearly cried , but i didn't. The feeling was simply too overwhelming . I am afraid of being alone in a large group of unknown boys who are the freshies . When they don't listen to me , it felt even worse . Then when the game screwed up , i felt like dying . This feeling simply sucks !
Then we had our bonding activities at the rooftop's room . It was a case whereby one senior had to join a group and conduct activities .Supposedly , that group wanted Xue Ting to go . In the end , Xue Ting was too afraid to go , and they made me go to the all BOYS group instead .I was the only girl in the group , i tried to ask for help from others , but it seemed like they were occupied with other groups .
Worse ! They even wanted to play murderer ! Something that i am not good at . Conducting games ! In the end , the game made me super confused , the boys were confused too . We screwed up the game ! LOL ..... In the end , we played the game our own way .
Then also , the boys were like laughing and shouting away . Then Mei Har told me my group was making too much noise . I tried to lower the noise in my group . They were simply uncontrollable ! Laughing at anything . They were laughing at anything i said , anything they said , anything they did..... I am super pek chek , but i tried to be friendly ........ I controlled .
It was only after this first game segment , then i went out of the room and tried to calm myself down . I nearly cried , but i didn't. The feeling was simply too overwhelming . I am afraid of being alone in a large group of unknown boys who are the freshies . When they don't listen to me , it felt even worse . Then when the game screwed up , i felt like dying . This feeling simply sucks !
4/24/2008 12:49:00 AM
