Thursday, April 16, 2009
I woke up and i realise ..........
Everyone around me is getting a boyfriend or has got a boyfriend .
Even if they are not wanting a boyfriend , they have got someone who secretly admire them .
I sian diao , everytime i hear that .
The best thing is when i met up with my best friend outside school , she could still tell me ,
"Why you don have boyfriend ?"
" Looking at your rate , i think you can't get a boyfriend in poly . I think you will find a boyfriend in Uni ."
Even people ask her for her number during the chalet and she still could chat with him when he doesn't know much about him .
Amazing !
So........
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME ?
Is it because im not friendly enough ?
Im not pretty enough ?
My figure sucks ?
Im super fierce ?
or basically , Im not a good girlfriend material ?
This is irritating .
What if i dont even have a boyfriend in Uni ? In work ? After retirement ?
I decided to plan for my future .
Everyone around me is getting a boyfriend or has got a boyfriend .
Even if they are not wanting a boyfriend , they have got someone who secretly admire them .
I sian diao , everytime i hear that .
The best thing is when i met up with my best friend outside school , she could still tell me ,
"Why you don have boyfriend ?"
" Looking at your rate , i think you can't get a boyfriend in poly . I think you will find a boyfriend in Uni ."
Even people ask her for her number during the chalet and she still could chat with him when he doesn't know much about him .
Amazing !
So........
WHAT THE HELL IS WRONG WITH ME ?
Is it because im not friendly enough ?
Im not pretty enough ?
My figure sucks ?
Im super fierce ?
or basically , Im not a good girlfriend material ?
This is irritating .
What if i dont even have a boyfriend in Uni ? In work ? After retirement ?
I decided to plan for my future .
- Be a workaholic and be successful in career , and don depend on any man .
- Be a NUN
- lastly , live with hui hui in a spinster house when we reach 35 and we have no one to depend on . This is what we had promised . LOL
I am pathetic .......
I must study harder looking at the options i gave myself . LOL
4/16/2009 11:23:00 AM
