Wednesday, December 29, 2010
♥ =(
I dont like the feeling of having so much to study . Its supposed to be a break !
My New year is going to be spent with the notes .
=( I still got like wad ? 6 huge effing chapters to go . My test is on next tuesday . Wtf .
Im in a state where im lost and frustrated . Nothing can calm me down now .
I feel like crying . I can feel the tears now .
I feel like disappearing from this world and hide in my mini-hole under the earth .
My New year is going to be spent with the notes .
=( I still got like wad ? 6 huge effing chapters to go . My test is on next tuesday . Wtf .
Im in a state where im lost and frustrated . Nothing can calm me down now .
I feel like crying . I can feel the tears now .
I feel like disappearing from this world and hide in my mini-hole under the earth .
12/29/2010 11:57:00 PM
Somehow i cant help but to think that , im just a replacement for that few days .
And Bye Bye . Im gone .
Im not needed anymore .
Things werent the same anymore .
I'm not the only one changing .
You asked me why i didnt asked you out all these time , but do u think im needed ?
Its not that i dont ask you out , do you remember what were your replies ?
Packed schedules , others .
You have already re-organize your life without me ,
because i'm not a friend anymore .
Im just an accquiantance to you . Im just a wee bit better than a stranger .
Sometimes it just hurt me that much . Im listening to the incidents like im not involved anymore . You assumed that im busy with school stuff and people . Just like that .
Assumptions .
Maybe im just being drama , maybe you think thats not true . Stop the denial . Its happening.
And Bye Bye . Im gone .
Im not needed anymore .
Things werent the same anymore .
I'm not the only one changing .
You asked me why i didnt asked you out all these time , but do u think im needed ?
Its not that i dont ask you out , do you remember what were your replies ?
Packed schedules , others .
You have already re-organize your life without me ,
because i'm not a friend anymore .
Im just an accquiantance to you . Im just a wee bit better than a stranger .
Sometimes it just hurt me that much . Im listening to the incidents like im not involved anymore . You assumed that im busy with school stuff and people . Just like that .
Assumptions .
Maybe im just being drama , maybe you think thats not true . Stop the denial . Its happening.
12/29/2010 01:19:00 AM
Sunday, December 26, 2010
Its just not me to say such kind of things .
I find it difficult to admit that i miss you .
I find it difficult to admit that i miss you .
12/26/2010 03:56:00 AM
Saturday, December 25, 2010
Sighhh .... There are a lot of things i have not touch or study yet .
And its Christmas .
I think i will ended up spending my christmas at home or at Esplanade .
Sigghhh ....
And its Christmas .
I think i will ended up spending my christmas at home or at Esplanade .
Sigghhh ....
12/25/2010 03:53:00 AM
Sad Christmas .
12/25/2010 01:26:00 AM
Thursday, December 23, 2010
Overly dependent on a person isnt a good thing .
12/23/2010 01:55:00 AM
Tuesday, December 21, 2010
Woahhh ... If this is my house , i will be damn happy this christmas .
Imagine imagine , it is snowing outside the house !!! Build a super big snowman .... AND slide down the hill !
Imagine imagine got a super big feast ... I think i will be smiling the whole day .
And and and presents under the tree !
Ahhhhhh .... Ideal christmas !
12/21/2010 09:03:00 PM
Saturday, December 18, 2010
Ok .... Maybe got a bit of christmas mood liao .... This is damn nice ....
If people sing this to me during christmas , i will hug them and say merry christmas . LOL
Kk .... I doubt i will do that . Thats like crazy .
Ahhh .... Suddenly this song sounds soooooo awesome !
12/18/2010 12:09:00 AM
Friday, December 17, 2010
It's december now and Christmas is like next week ?
Yet , the mood for christmas is not there ?
By right , december should be the happiest month due to Christmas and New Year , but im not happy .
I still have to study for tests , assignments and do some catching up . If not when school starts , cui again .
There is marketing test on 4 jan ..... We have to study like 7 chapters .
It's Christmas It's Christmas ! Argghhhhh .... We dont get to enjoy it .
=(
Emo sia .... 2 weeks of break is not like a break .
If we dont have test or assignments , i would have do such things during the break :
Yet , the mood for christmas is not there ?
By right , december should be the happiest month due to Christmas and New Year , but im not happy .
I still have to study for tests , assignments and do some catching up . If not when school starts , cui again .
There is marketing test on 4 jan ..... We have to study like 7 chapters .
It's Christmas It's Christmas ! Argghhhhh .... We dont get to enjoy it .
=(
Emo sia .... 2 weeks of break is not like a break .
If we dont have test or assignments , i would have do such things during the break :
- Ton at marina barrage and look at the night sky .
- Take photos of the christmas lightings on the streets .
- Snow City !
- Picnic Picnic !
- Sleepover at friend's house
- CHRISTMAS PARTY !!!
- Random walk all over Singapore .
- Eat nice nice cakes in the afternoon at a cafe during weekdays .
- Watch some random performance @ esplanade
- Jam and sing @studio .
Sian ....... I hate school sometimes .
12/17/2010 10:02:00 PM
I'm just an extra .
12/17/2010 09:02:00 PM
Never be greedy , be content with what you have , Cheryl .
12/17/2010 12:50:00 AM
Wednesday, December 15, 2010
我想学唱这首歌。
12/15/2010 01:37:00 AM
Monday, December 13, 2010
I think i might have dropped my heart somewhere .
I can't find it .
Can someone teach me how to show care and concern for mankind ?
I can't find it .
Can someone teach me how to show care and concern for mankind ?
12/13/2010 10:21:00 PM
Friday, December 10, 2010
I hope i can hide in a dark corner so that no one can find me .
Someday , somehow , i will get sucked inside some black hole , never to return again .
Someday , somehow , i will get sucked inside some black hole , never to return again .
12/10/2010 01:18:00 AM
Thursday, December 9, 2010
POA is bloody irritating .
I still got to study sociology chapter 4 = 2 chapters of the syllabus . Monday
And marketing 3 chapters . Tuesday .
FML .
I still got to study sociology chapter 4 = 2 chapters of the syllabus . Monday
And marketing 3 chapters . Tuesday .
FML .
12/09/2010 09:59:00 PM
Wednesday, December 8, 2010
Pain Pain ! =(
Watched Hello Stranger ....
The girl is like damn sad la .....
She had done so much things yet the outcome wasnt what she wanted .
But the show is funny though .
Watched Hello Stranger ....
The girl is like damn sad la .....
She had done so much things yet the outcome wasnt what she wanted .
But the show is funny though .
12/08/2010 11:25:00 PM
Nice song by Alyssa Bernal
12/08/2010 12:10:00 AM
Friday, December 3, 2010
Can anybody watch Hello Stranger with me pls ?
12/03/2010 11:18:00 PM
Met up with the girls today .... Glad to see them after lesson . They are still as bitchy as ever but fun to have them around . Thank you for the presents ...
The soft toys are cute .... But i cant open the bag of teddy bear yet ! Im going to bring back to my own house first , before i can hug it like its mine .
I have to thank mels for the present , its like a savior for my awful skin condition .....
Now , im broke . Super broke ( if i really buy iphone or galaxy ) , but im happy =)
The soft toys are cute .... But i cant open the bag of teddy bear yet ! Im going to bring back to my own house first , before i can hug it like its mine .
I have to thank mels for the present , its like a savior for my awful skin condition .....
Now , im broke . Super broke ( if i really buy iphone or galaxy ) , but im happy =)
12/03/2010 11:12:00 PM
I think somehow i had lost something in my life .
Gradually .
I dont feel and empathize for people and stuff anymore .
I dont feel the pain for them , the misery of others .
I could only stare blankly at them , at most , i would think about solutions for the problems of the people .
Most of the time , other people come up with better ideas . Im of no help to them .
I rather keep quiet and walk away , since i cant help anyway .
Gradually .
I dont feel and empathize for people and stuff anymore .
I dont feel the pain for them , the misery of others .
I could only stare blankly at them , at most , i would think about solutions for the problems of the people .
Most of the time , other people come up with better ideas . Im of no help to them .
I rather keep quiet and walk away , since i cant help anyway .
12/03/2010 01:22:00 AM
I wont know how important i am to you unless you show it .
I am not psychic , i cant read minds .
There is nothing stopping you , thats what you assumed in the first place.
The behavior and things u do doesnt show anything but distance between us .
The gap is wider as time passes .
You do know that .
I am not psychic , i cant read minds .
There is nothing stopping you , thats what you assumed in the first place.
The behavior and things u do doesnt show anything but distance between us .
The gap is wider as time passes .
You do know that .
12/03/2010 01:10:00 AM
Sometimes there are things that people do will annoy you badly .
Well , i hate it when people step on my shoes , no matter if it is an accident or on purpose , my initial reaction is to glare at them .
Then in my head , i will be like ," AHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!! YOU STEPPED ON MY SHOE !" going around in my mind .
At that moment in time , i hope that i can slap that person for once.
Yesterday while watching Rapunzel in the cinema , some stupid guy just stepped on my foot , and thats not enough , he continued to step on my feet without realising anything . He continued walking like nothing had happened . Wth ! My white shoe ! I just had it washed the day before and today someone just stepped on it without apologising . Arrggh ! I hope i can shoot him in the head . =.=
Well , i hate it when people step on my shoes , no matter if it is an accident or on purpose , my initial reaction is to glare at them .
Then in my head , i will be like ," AHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!! YOU STEPPED ON MY SHOE !" going around in my mind .
At that moment in time , i hope that i can slap that person for once.
Yesterday while watching Rapunzel in the cinema , some stupid guy just stepped on my foot , and thats not enough , he continued to step on my feet without realising anything . He continued walking like nothing had happened . Wth ! My white shoe ! I just had it washed the day before and today someone just stepped on it without apologising . Arrggh ! I hope i can shoot him in the head . =.=
12/03/2010 12:34:00 AM
Thursday, December 2, 2010
There is a marketing test like one week or 2 weeks later ?
There is Sociology test ?
There is marketing test on the start of school .
Like WTF ? I cant even enjoy my holiday . =(
Cheryl yong ! You Should NOT SLACK !
There is Sociology test ?
There is marketing test on the start of school .
Like WTF ? I cant even enjoy my holiday . =(
Cheryl yong ! You Should NOT SLACK !
12/02/2010 01:14:00 AM
