Monday, January 3, 2011
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As u can see , this is my mood until marketing test is over .
Instead of complaining all the time , i should stop procrastinating and start doing work .
But , WTH i left so much more .
Looking at the stack of notes , it demoralize me and unmotivates me to read them .
Sighhh..
I tried as hard as i could and gather all my energy to just to read them but nothing gets into my brain . Its like , "ok ok i memorize it liao" , the next moment , "ehhhh , this definition sounds familiar .... "
Sigghhh , i feel dumb really . Its like because im dumb thats why i have to work doubly hard . Even if i work doubly hard , other ppl who never study can still fare better than me . ( The most zek ark part )
im sad =(
But one thing is for sure , i did try to study , but its just not working well .
Sometimes i think i bother you too much , i should not bother you so often .
I feel guilty for like disturbing you all the time . I should like do things on my own .
As u can see , this is my mood until marketing test is over .
Instead of complaining all the time , i should stop procrastinating and start doing work .
But , WTH i left so much more .
Looking at the stack of notes , it demoralize me and unmotivates me to read them .
Sighhh..
I tried as hard as i could and gather all my energy to just to read them but nothing gets into my brain . Its like , "ok ok i memorize it liao" , the next moment , "ehhhh , this definition sounds familiar .... "
Sigghhh , i feel dumb really . Its like because im dumb thats why i have to work doubly hard . Even if i work doubly hard , other ppl who never study can still fare better than me . ( The most zek ark part )
im sad =(
But one thing is for sure , i did try to study , but its just not working well .
Sometimes i think i bother you too much , i should not bother you so often .
I feel guilty for like disturbing you all the time . I should like do things on my own .
1/03/2011 01:40:00 AM
