Monday, January 24, 2011
I humiliated myself today =(
I fell in the bus with 2 loud thuds . Thats not the end . I didnt bring ezlink card . I had to ask people if they had $2 change . Everyone looked at me and told me no without even trying to look into their wallets . I felt helpless really . Until the 2 kind souls gave me $2 change .
I sat down and realized my left leg was bleeding . A patch of skin scrapped off . I started crying uncontrollably . Its not about malu , i fell so many times before . Im sad because no one was willing to help me , they just stared . Stared . Then looked away and pretend that nothing happened .
I had to force myself to smile and asked if they had change when i really felt terrible inside . None of them offered to help . WTF man . FML . Up till now i still feel terribly sad .
I wish that i dont exist today or can i just lose memory of today ? Its not worth remembering . It just make me depress.
I fell in the bus with 2 loud thuds . Thats not the end . I didnt bring ezlink card . I had to ask people if they had $2 change . Everyone looked at me and told me no without even trying to look into their wallets . I felt helpless really . Until the 2 kind souls gave me $2 change .
I sat down and realized my left leg was bleeding . A patch of skin scrapped off . I started crying uncontrollably . Its not about malu , i fell so many times before . Im sad because no one was willing to help me , they just stared . Stared . Then looked away and pretend that nothing happened .
I had to force myself to smile and asked if they had change when i really felt terrible inside . None of them offered to help . WTF man . FML . Up till now i still feel terribly sad .
I wish that i dont exist today or can i just lose memory of today ? Its not worth remembering . It just make me depress.
1/24/2011 08:16:00 PM
