Wednesday, February 2, 2011
Its 238am now . Im a bit sleepy and i dont think i can express myself well in this sleepy mode .
Grandma had food poisoning and they sent her to hospital . She is back home now resting . Thank God ! If not this year there will be no new year celebration .
I think ive got issues with myself .
I think i always misinterprete peoples' action ,
I think ive always got the wrong idea .
Its like people asked you things out of courtesy (意思意思only) , yet i took it for granted .
Cause i thought we are like good friends , yet i dont think to my friend , we are .
Come to think of it , it feels like im abit thick-skinned arhhhh ....
Then i feel sad now .
Why i become like this ?
I dont want to be a thick skinned girl =(
I feel like running back to my own cave again and never come out .
Because everything i do , i just make a joke out of myself .
I might as well run back to my cave , so that nobody can find me , so i dont know anyone ......
Then i can live a simple life with bear bear and no one else .
Then i wont feel malu if i did something embarrassing or if i did something wrong .
Grandma had food poisoning and they sent her to hospital . She is back home now resting . Thank God ! If not this year there will be no new year celebration .
I think ive got issues with myself .
I think i always misinterprete peoples' action ,
I think ive always got the wrong idea .
Its like people asked you things out of courtesy (意思意思only) , yet i took it for granted .
Cause i thought we are like good friends , yet i dont think to my friend , we are .
Come to think of it , it feels like im abit thick-skinned arhhhh ....
Then i feel sad now .
Why i become like this ?
I dont want to be a thick skinned girl =(
I feel like running back to my own cave again and never come out .
Because everything i do , i just make a joke out of myself .
I might as well run back to my cave , so that nobody can find me , so i dont know anyone ......
Then i can live a simple life with bear bear and no one else .
Then i wont feel malu if i did something embarrassing or if i did something wrong .
2/02/2011 02:19:00 AM
