Thursday, May 12, 2011
Exam is over . I cant help but feel sad . I think i would fail one module surely or in the worse case , two of them . But even if ive failed , i wont be blaming myself or whatever cause i think i did all i can within my ability to try to finish and practise everything .
Fuck the exam dates . They are like a joke . How can i finish studying 2 killer papers within one night . The feeling was like they are trying to make me fail on purpose . Unsurprisingly , i cried and broke down the night before the exams . I simply cant finish them . Its too much . The thing is people had the luxury of like wad ? 2 more days than me ? I had to attend 4 exams within 3 days straight ? Now i feel angry . Like WTH ? This exam is like testing my limits . I broke my record of sleeping one hour on average per day for the 3 exam days . I fainted on my bed that night , i slept 16 hrs straight until the next day at 1pm.
I'm not going to think about it anymore . I did my best already . I just hope that i will pass this exams. Please grant me this wish , if God can hear me .
Fuck the exam dates . They are like a joke . How can i finish studying 2 killer papers within one night . The feeling was like they are trying to make me fail on purpose . Unsurprisingly , i cried and broke down the night before the exams . I simply cant finish them . Its too much . The thing is people had the luxury of like wad ? 2 more days than me ? I had to attend 4 exams within 3 days straight ? Now i feel angry . Like WTH ? This exam is like testing my limits . I broke my record of sleeping one hour on average per day for the 3 exam days . I fainted on my bed that night , i slept 16 hrs straight until the next day at 1pm.
I'm not going to think about it anymore . I did my best already . I just hope that i will pass this exams. Please grant me this wish , if God can hear me .
5/12/2011 11:34:00 PM
