Sunday, March 23, 2008
♥ TSK TSK TSK .........
Haiya !!! Now even the shoes i want to buy is gone also !!!!!!
WTH ! I am always a step slower .......... WHY ????
I wanted to eat dinner with py after buying my shoes . Now , even my shoes was gone ,my sweater was gone , my job stress , my lesson stress , stress from myself , stress from others , bad luck , emo songs played from the shops at that moment when i walked past them , i cried.However it was only 1 or 2 teardrops . I controlled and kept back my tears .
PY understood , she asked me if i want to calm myself down . I replied her with my shaky voice that i wanted to eat . We went to LJS. I just ate chocolate cream pie and a cup of coke as dinner .We discussed quite a lot of things . We became emo together . She said i nearly make her cry .( damn it ! Never see her cry before )
After LJS-ing , i suggested to PY to sit at the stairs there to emo .( LOL) We had a competition . "Who will cry first competition" ( LOL) . We try to make ourselves cry . We did all sorts of things . Write diary , listen to mp3 , psycho each other ...... She did not cry , i did . Tsk ! So diu lian ....... I could not keep back my tears anymore , i just cry ..... Note: This is her first time in our 5 years of friendship to see my cry , she only heard me cry and talk nonsense in the past .(lol)
I realised i am not as strong as what people think i am or what i think i am ....... I cried mostly is because of stress . I am very pek chek with myself ...... Somemore my suayness can really make me cry lor .......... You just won't believe how suay can i get ......... The monster which i have control for damn long escaped........( You wont understand what i am tallking about)
Now come to think of it . If my life have always been that lucky =my life is in black and white.......
Suayness and setbacks add colours to my life ......
WTH ! I am always a step slower .......... WHY ????
I wanted to eat dinner with py after buying my shoes . Now , even my shoes was gone ,my sweater was gone , my job stress , my lesson stress , stress from myself , stress from others , bad luck , emo songs played from the shops at that moment when i walked past them , i cried.However it was only 1 or 2 teardrops . I controlled and kept back my tears .
PY understood , she asked me if i want to calm myself down . I replied her with my shaky voice that i wanted to eat . We went to LJS. I just ate chocolate cream pie and a cup of coke as dinner .We discussed quite a lot of things . We became emo together . She said i nearly make her cry .( damn it ! Never see her cry before )
After LJS-ing , i suggested to PY to sit at the stairs there to emo .( LOL) We had a competition . "Who will cry first competition" ( LOL) . We try to make ourselves cry . We did all sorts of things . Write diary , listen to mp3 , psycho each other ...... She did not cry , i did . Tsk ! So diu lian ....... I could not keep back my tears anymore , i just cry ..... Note: This is her first time in our 5 years of friendship to see my cry , she only heard me cry and talk nonsense in the past .(lol)
I realised i am not as strong as what people think i am or what i think i am ....... I cried mostly is because of stress . I am very pek chek with myself ...... Somemore my suayness can really make me cry lor .......... You just won't believe how suay can i get ......... The monster which i have control for damn long escaped........( You wont understand what i am tallking about)
Now come to think of it . If my life have always been that lucky =my life is in black and white.......
Suayness and setbacks add colours to my life ......
3/23/2008 10:54:00 PM
