Wednesday, November 24, 2010
emo liao .
11/24/2010 10:20:00 PM
Tuesday, November 23, 2010
I dont feel well emotionally .
I need hugs but ive got no one .
I feel like eating nice food to cheer myself on .
I hate assignments really .
I need hugs but ive got no one .
I feel like eating nice food to cheer myself on .
I hate assignments really .
11/23/2010 11:40:00 PM
Saturday, November 20, 2010
♥ C.N Blue =)
11/20/2010 11:33:00 PM
♥ My definition of Chio Bu
My definition of Chio Bu ....
Like imagine , in your dream , you see a girl standing by the lake or in front of the ocean , doing nothing but just stand there and stare at the horizon ( if you are talking about the sea or ocean ) .
In this dream , my chio bu will wear a dress like that :
or
Then arh ....
The girl right can either have short simple bob or long long wavy hair ... When the wind blows right , the hair will like sway through the breeze or something ....
Ahhhh Damn chio ....
Then then , if you talk to her , she will speak softly that kind ...
Then then , the best thing is that she likes to draw or able to play classical piece ....
Then is like PWHOAR !
My type of chio bu .
11/20/2010 02:01:00 AM
Monday, November 15, 2010
♥ Last Hour Of Being a 19 Year Old ...
Its like 1 hour and 10 min more to 20 .
Its like im just a step away from adulthood .... 1 year more .
There is this fear in me .
Why cant we remain young and cheerful ? Why does humans have to age ? Why ?! WHY ?!
No , i don't wanna grow old . I wanna stay this way forever .
Because when i step into 21 , troubles and misery will come after me ....
Its like i will start worrying about future job ... I will start worrying about my family ? I will start wondering about my life and stuff like that .... Gradually , people whom are so close in your life currently will leave you soon . I will miss them .
I dont want that to happen ....
There are so many things that i wanna say but i cant express myself ....
Nvm ....
Being an upcoming 20 year old ....
I shall set some goals in this one year ....
Its like im just a step away from adulthood .... 1 year more .
There is this fear in me .
Why cant we remain young and cheerful ? Why does humans have to age ? Why ?! WHY ?!
No , i don't wanna grow old . I wanna stay this way forever .
Because when i step into 21 , troubles and misery will come after me ....
Its like i will start worrying about future job ... I will start worrying about my family ? I will start wondering about my life and stuff like that .... Gradually , people whom are so close in your life currently will leave you soon . I will miss them .
I dont want that to happen ....
There are so many things that i wanna say but i cant express myself ....
Nvm ....
Being an upcoming 20 year old ....
I shall set some goals in this one year ....
- Be a sensitive person ( Be more sensitive and listen to what ppl say )
- Be a hardworking girl ( Study study study !)
- Cherish what you have now
- 早点回家
- Read more books
- Dont be such a pessimist
- Dont doubt others
- Earn more $$$ ( To achieve some secret goal of mine )
- I wanna write some cute songs so that i can sing it to myself
- I wanna improve my vocals
- I wanna have unlimited wishes so that i can wish my whole life round .
AHHH .... This feeling is so confusing .... Is that the feeling of reluctance to grow up ?
It seems that i didnt set any goals in my life ... I mean MAJOR goals . It feels like im lost , no sense of direction ... This feeling of uncertainty sucks .
Maybe Max Weber is right about modern society ... We are stuck in the iron cage and have nowhere to escape . I think im in the state of anomie .... Im lost without goals . People always say by setting goals is like setting rules .... Goals is like a driving force so that you are more motivated to live your life , isnt it ? Im lost without it .
Im talking nonsense again =.=
11/15/2010 10:49:00 PM
Friday, November 12, 2010
♥ 樱桃帮
不, 我不是很台 !
也没有很喜欢这首歌,
我欣赏的是她们的态度 !
11/12/2010 01:06:00 AM
Tuesday, November 9, 2010
It doesnt matter who i am ,
I'm just a nobody to you .
I'm just a nobody to you .
11/09/2010 02:04:00 AM
Can anybody tell me how to empty my brain ?
Make myself faint ?
Bang the wall ?
Busy myself till i fall asleep everyday ?
How to clear all the stupid thoughts ?
Make myself faint ?
Bang the wall ?
Busy myself till i fall asleep everyday ?
How to clear all the stupid thoughts ?
11/09/2010 01:43:00 AM
Monday, November 8, 2010
=(
11/08/2010 08:50:00 PM
是？ 不是？
我想我可能误会了。
其实自己有双重性格，但浑然不知。
所以这一切只是空幻想。所以，我应该醒来了，
对吗？
这一切都是白日梦，感觉还满真实的。
我应该醒来了。
是与不是 ？
这个问题仿佛在脑海里反复的重问。。。
这感觉就像是长长的发丝慢慢，慢慢的将我脑袋瓜儿缠绕。。。
然后，发丝越长越长，渐渐把我吞噬了。
我就这样，消失了。
我还能跑掉吗？ 我逃的出去吗？
有时侯，我希望混乱的脑袋能闭嘴，还我原本属于我的平静。
我想我可能误会了。
其实自己有双重性格，但浑然不知。
所以这一切只是空幻想。所以，我应该醒来了，
对吗？
这一切都是白日梦，感觉还满真实的。
我应该醒来了。
是与不是 ？
这个问题仿佛在脑海里反复的重问。。。
这感觉就像是长长的发丝慢慢，慢慢的将我脑袋瓜儿缠绕。。。
然后，发丝越长越长，渐渐把我吞噬了。
我就这样，消失了。
我还能跑掉吗？ 我逃的出去吗？
有时侯，我希望混乱的脑袋能闭嘴，还我原本属于我的平静。
11/08/2010 08:26:00 PM
Friday, November 5, 2010
I feel like an outsider now . I dont belong anywhere . I dont think it matters anymore .
11/05/2010 11:21:00 PM
♥ Message ...
Beepppp Beeeppp Beeeppp ...... BEEEEPPPPPP!
Sometimes is just super difficult to talk to you . There is no time .
Sometimes is just super difficult to talk to you . There is no time .
11/05/2010 01:26:00 AM
